This is Different & I am Honored

How could I ever know I could feel this way? I would say "again", but its not again.

You are different.

We are different.
This whole thing.
Is.
So.
Different.

You are a work of wonderous magic from the gods a gift to me for somethign amazing I must have done somewhere along the line...Is this the Love I get, in apology for all that was taken away/kept from me so early? Is this, like, some kind of the best retribution ever? It is not for me to know. Just to experience, I know that. 

But.

You.

Me.

How? 

I am so grateful - this is absolutly unexpected. 

Last time was innocent. Young. No wisdom. Hell bent for leather. Full of pain. The highs were not tempered & so neither were the lows. We were fooled by our starry connection...This, though?

THIS.

Is different.

Grown-up versions of every play I've ever been in. Grown-up, forward-moving, strong & wise, connected in spirit, in bone. Do we share DNA? Long-lost twins. Twin hearts, we. Holding together in the space of the Womb at the Center of the Earth...For so long, gestataing together, holding one another so long, we weren't aware of an Other. So we didn't realize what had been lost when we were ripped apart. BUT - oh, did we KNOW when we were put back together...Bolts of lightning. Scorching my earth. 

So. You are out there. Breathing. Moving. Skating. Reading. Sleeping. Driving. 

And I'm here. Reading. Listening. Working. Breathing. Moving. Holding. Waiting. Sleeping....

The axis of the sun, the moon, the stars - our meeting points - the 3rd angle of the triangle that connects our corporeal Selves. Laser beams shooting from the Moon to each of us. I look up & think of you & know you can look up, too, and do, and think of me.

Connecting us until we can touch.

Touch. You. Me. We will be free.

xoxoxoxoXXXoxoxoxox